Tears are falling down my face-
I left the scene without a trace.
No one even asked for me,
Knowing full well where I must be.
They never remembered, but they never forgot-
All they found was an empty spot.
It hurt so deeply for me to leave.
But it hurt even more not to achieve-
Realizing I broke so many laws;
I won't be back to face what I've caused.
I loved everyone as far as I know.
But the pain, of course, could only grow.
I left with a fear I might be left out,
Friendship and love came as a doubt.
Goodbye for now, remember me.
For the person I could never be-
As the flames surround me
In my pit of doom
I prepare myself
For my painful tomb
The memories of my life
Pass in front of my eyes
No more problems to worry about
Noone will hear my cries
And yet I laugh
In the face of fate
Why must you take so long?
Why must you make me wait?
The images of the flames
Burn in my mind
All that pain and suffering
Will all be left behind
As the flames surround me
I say my bitter goodbyes
I feel the breath of Death on my neck
My time is up I realize
I fall to the ground
My flesh being burnt from my bones
A gasp of relief escapes me
Then replaced with quiet moans
I feel the life
Being drain
What's the Point?
What's the point in living,
If no one is forgiving,
When everyone treats you like shit,
When its you they like to hit?
What's the point of hoping,
When I already have a hard time coping,
With my life the way it is,
Can it ever get better than this?
Why should I prolong this pain.
When my suffering will never wane,
Am I destined to hurt forever?
All threads of misery I must sever.
But I only know how to do this one way,
With mind and matter both in decay,
As my trembling hand reaches for its knife,
I ponder what is so great about life.
I often wondered what it'd be like to end it all,
With so many troubles I
Come
Come, come, come,
Talk to me.
I'm so very bored--
Can't you see?
I'm so lonely, so tired
of being left out.
Not knowing what others
are talking about.
Are they talking about me?
Is it good or bad?
Their coldness and secrets
make me really mad.
Come, come, come,
Look at me.
I'm so very lonely--
Can't you see?
I lean over the cliff
thinking of my choices
Do I fall forward
to my fate?
Get crushed on the
jagged rocks below?
Or do I fall backwards
back into the Hell
they call life?
And be tortured
forevermore?
If I could only
stand still; swaying
neither north or south
east or west.
I look to the sky
for an answer,
knowing I'm on my own.
I stand awaiting
the misery's unfolding.